Monday, December 6, 2010
Well okay, all I can say is OMG!!! I have been so bad since Thanksgiving. I have not eaten right at all and I am soooo mad at myself. I haven't gained any weight, but no loss either. I was trying to diet and stress is always there so of course I ate because I am so tired and motivation is not there. But tomorrow I am going to try to wake up early so I can make my eggs with tortilla and bacon. I want to be skinny so bad, it hurts, but the motivation I lack so much. There has been a lot of stress with my hubby's company. Me and him are trying to start it up ourselves after his original boss sorta stopped giving him work and now we have a lot of work we have gone out and gotten ourselves, but there still is the stress of setting it up all ourselves legally and making sure permits and codes and blah blah are right. He use to be a subcontractor for one company, but then it slowed down so much and he wasn't getting paid we had to do a mortgage modification and borrow some money and so on. Now things are looking up but on top of my job already working full time and trying to help with our own invoicing, estimates, etc. Its been hard to care about the diet part, which I so desperately am trying to do. This is one of the reason's I haven't been blogging much. I have just been posting positive comments on all of the sisterhood blogger's because every one has been doing so great.