Well here it is week 17 of the Belly Fat cure and I am not happy with my eats this past week. I eat good for breakfast and lunch and fail at dinner time. I haven't been to proud of myself this last week and I can blame it on things being different in my house, but I know the real reason. It is just me being lazy and giving up. But I don't wanna give up, I felt so much healthier and more energetic when I ate healthy. I have been feeling depressed and can't get out of my funky mood. I am trying really hard for the sake of myself and diet. I feel depressed for my friend and her situation. I know its hard for her. I feel sad for my hubby who I guess isn't happy with the difference in the house, yet I feel kinda happy for having my friend around. She helps me cook and clean while I am working and I enjoy our talks and fun things with the kids. It does stress me a little bit, but I don't mind really. I use more energy up now then normally, but I do it because I would do anything for a friend or family in need. Anyways, I am also a little depressed about my hubby's job and his idea of spending vs. saving. He basically doesn't save anything at all. He wants to watch the HBO pay per view fights, hang out drinking with his friends. He wants to live the fun life instead of the responsible life. My husband is like a child I guess you could say haha!! He is 33 going on 16 or whatever you wanna say. Just gets on my last nerve.
Thank for listening to the venting. I promise I will stop trying to complain. It just like this is my diary and it helps me get it all out.